Saturday, March 25, 2017

Pinewood derby, crossfit, green

So sorry that I didn't post a blog last week. Things just got busy. There was a lot of things to do for Cub Scouts. I feel like I was kind of thrown into this without any preparation, but I'm learning and figuring things out...slowly. There was a food drive planned and I had to get the Cub Scouts together to pass out flyers about it within our ward boundaries. It was a little difficult because I hadn't been able to contact all of the leaders before. But I did it, and passing out flyers went great. That was a Tuesday night. The rest of the week was focused on preparing for the Pinewood Derby that weekend. Mom and I made trophies for the boys and printed out certificates. I contacted the other two wards we were joining with for the derby and found out details. And on Saturday the Pinewood Derby was wonderful! An awesome turnout of twenty-six boys with really cool looking cars. One dad with two boys racing told me, "They want you to know that their cars glow in the dark"! There was a car with Baymax driving, a purely silver car, and even a car that was painted like bacon! Everything turned out great and everyone had a lot of fun.


This current week has been a fun one. It was Orientation week for my crossfit challenge and, man, was it difficult. Each week we have challenges to complete. Every time we complete a challenge our name is added to a drawing to see who will "win the bootcamp". Winning the bootcamp means you win your money back. While the bootcamp is definitely worth what we paid for it, it would be awesome to win the money back! So I am hoping to complete all the challenges we're given. Challenge number one was to attend three crossfit classes this week in preparation for our own classes to begin. The classes we were asked to attend are not catered towards beginners and so they were difficult. But the coaches we understanding and very willing to work with us. And the other people in the classes were so supportive. Everyone cheers each other on, a lot! It is a great community to be a part of and I am enjoying it fully! So I attended classes Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. As a result, some part of my body has been sore all week. But it is a good sore. A sore that tells me I've been moving and working and making myself stronger. It feels good. The workouts have also helped me feel really good about myself. In the workout I went to on Friday we did Thrusters. Thrusters consist of squatting with a barbell on your shoulders and then standing and pushing the barbell up above your head. I had a barbell that weighed thirty-five pounds, but that was a lot for me (I've never really done any lifting like this). Within the whole workout we were expected to do 90 thrusters and about three sets I was seriously considering lessening the weight I was lifting. But I decided to tell myself I could do it and think positively about it. It worked! I finished the 90 thrusters and my arms hadn't fallen off! I was really proud of myself. I'm so excited for the actual bootcamp classes to begin.

Along with the crossfit classes I've been working on hiking and walking longer distances in preparation for hiking the Grand Canyon mid-May. I'm going with a group of friends as a reunion and to celebrate one of their birthdays. We all worked at Jacob Lake Inn together and have hiked the canyon before. I am looking forward to it, it will be a blast! In preparing for the hike I've found some really great places to walk. In Spanish Fork there is a trail that goes along the river, and in Lehi a similar trail. I really enjoy walking in nature. It gives me time to really appreciate the beauty all around. I don't listen to music while I walk, I just love the sounds of the water rushing by, birds in the trees, and the breeze rustling the blossoms on the trees. I've taken Swede with me the past few times and she is a great walking/hiking buddy. She stays right by me and is just so happy to be exploring somewhere new with me. She sure is a cutey.

Today we had planned to go to the color festival at the Indian Lotus Temple. It is supposed to be a celebration of spring where you throw colored chalk. I've been before and it was really fun. We decided to go with Jessica and Cody in the late afternoon. At noon it started raining....It didn't stop until six. We drove past the Lotus Temple to see if they were still holding the festival and they were, but let me just point out that powdered chalk and rain just doesn't really mix. Or maybe it mixes too well. One of the fun things about the festival is going in a white shirt and having fun patches of different colored chalk on you. Well, with the rain people looked a little more like they mixed all of the colors together, added a little water to form a paste and then put it on a slip'n slide. So instead we just took a drive all over Payson, Benjamin, and Spanish Fork. I love having Jessica and Cody so close so we can see them often. 

It rained a few times this week. Usually rain isn't my most favorite thing. You often have to stay inside or else you'll get cold and wet. But when seasons are changing from winter to spring, rain is a very pleasant thing. Rain means green. Every year when things start to green up I realize just how much I love the color green. Fields of green grass, green leaves appearing on trees, little tulip leaves popping out of the ground. Green means spring is coming. Winter doesn't last forever. Green is an amazing color!


Sunday, March 12, 2017

Finding the "Me" in "Us"

Before McKay and I got married I was always pretty independent. He likes to joke about the time I told him, "I'm an independent woman, and I don't need a man in my life (I just want one)." McKay also likes the story of when we were FHE family (before we dated) and went sledding with our FHE group. I forgot to bring gloves and my hands were freezing. A few of the guys in the group, including McKay, offered to let me use their gloves. I didn't much want help or want to admit that I was freezing so I declined their offers. I had no problem doing things by myself and for myself.

When McKay and I started dating we tried to spend all of our spare time together. This often meant grocery shopping, attempting to do our homework, walking to class; all of this together. We loved the time we spent together and felt like we couldn't get enough of together time. Doing everything together continued into our married life and it has been wonderful that we never get tired of spending time together. 

A few months ago it was time to go grocery shopping. We were busy and trying to fit in a time to do the shopping together was challenging. McKay asked if I could go by myself while he was at work. Could I? Of course I could, but I hadn't gone shopping by myself in a very long time. It was at this point that I realized a lot of my independent-ness had faded. I didn't go places alone very often. I often had help from McKay when I do difficult things. Basically, I'd gone to the other side of the spectrum and had become pretty dependent. Along with becoming dependent, I realized I didn't have hobbies, friends, and many other things that belonged solely to me. I share everything with McKay. 

Now, don't get me wrong, this is not a bad thing. McKay is my husband and I love sharing my life with him. But I feel like while we've developed a concrete "us", my individual Brittany-ness has faded just a tad. While McKay and I both love being a family and sharing hobbies and such, I think its important to keep a hold of what makes us unique from each other and individuals. That is what I've kinda lost sight of. 

Side note:
Pair this with the fact that we thought we'd be parents by now. This means I've felt a little lost. I'm not at the stage of life I thought I would be at 25. I'm not a parent, I haven't discovered my calling or career. All of this adds together to make me feel like I need to "rediscover" myself and who I am right now.

So, the past few months have been a journey of figuring out how to be Brittany & McKay, and also just Brittany. I'm finding a happy medium. I've made a list of hobbies I want to try: spoon carving, crocheting, ribbon embroidery, etc. I'm slowly working through the list and finding what I love. I am thinking about traveling some, by myself or with my mom. I'll probably plan trips to visit family in San Diego, Texas, and Indiana. 

Another big part of rediscovering myself is getting back to being as active as I use to be. With Rexburg being as small as it is, before I had a car I would walk everywhere around the city. That kept me in shape. My roommate, Hannah, and I once ran 14 miles together and loved the whole experience. I grew up hiking practically every weekend with my family. I have a very active background, and recently I've been doing a lot of sitting. So, I'm working at sitting less and moving more. Last week I applied to participate in a six week Crossfit challenge that includes three workouts a week with a coach, and nutrition counseling. The gym that is holding this "boot camp" only wanted to accept 15-20 women into the challenge, but they were interviewing 50-60 women. I really wanted to be accepted so that it could be a kickstart for me to really get in shape and make it a lifestyle. I heard back from the gym on Friday and I have been accepted! I am extremely excited! And also a little nervous. Everything I've heard about crossfit makes it sound intimidating and so intense. But I am going to work hard and get sore and love it!

I am planning on hiking The Grand Canyon rim-to-rim in the middle of May with some friends. After that I want to keep planning things in the future that will keep me working towards something. I want to do a marathon or a triathlon. I want to hike, backpack, run, ride my bike, and find other activities to love. 

I'm really excited to be rediscovering myself (as corny as that may sound). I'm having a blast trying different things and finding some things that are more enjoyable to share with McKay, while finding others that I will enjoy by myself. McKay has been so supportive of this journey and I love him all the more for it! He has been working on some of his own projects too including a piece of software that he's been wanting to program for the past ten years. It is so fun hearing how the project is coming along, and where McKay wants it to go. 

Being married to McKay has been the best thing in my life! I love having an "us", having a family together and developing our own family culture, traditions, and hobbies. I also love watching us grow and develop together and apart. McKay is such an amazing, kind, smart, wonderful man. I didn't think he could get any better, but through every experience we have he has grown and become even more wonderful. It is such an awesome thing having someone to support and having them support you too. He's great, we're great, life is great. 



Stay tuned for next week's episode ;)  

Cheers!

Saturday, March 4, 2017

Alex visit, massage, and cute dogs

This week we got to see Alex, McKay's sister (Shae's twin). She was passing through town Monday-Wednesday. Chan, Shae, Alex, McKay, and I all got together in a mini Warnick Sibling reunion. It was really fun. I love that when I married into the Warnick family I gained so many awesome siblings! Both Shae and Alex are artists and they had taken a trip to Arizona to go birding (their favorite hobby and often the subject of their artwork). It was entertaining hearing funny stories about their trip. On Monday, the day they were driving back to Utah Valley, we had a pretty good snow storm. They told us when they arrived that it had been a little scary to drive in, and we were glad they had made it safely! It was really fun getting to see Alex and we wish she could come visit more often!

We finally got to have our couples massage that McKay gifted to me(us) for Valentine's Day. McKay got off work early and we drove up to American Fork. The massage was wonderful! They always ask you what kind of pressure you like, I often ask for deep pressure. It never is quite deep enough though. But this time, let me tell you, it was more than enough! I could have asked for lighter pressure, but I didn't. I think if we ever go back, I'll ask for a medium pressure instead of deep. Both McKay and I felt so relaxed after the massage. And we felt a little sore the next day. It was an experience I'd like to repeat!

We really appreciated our dogs this week. So I'm including a lot of pictures and maybe a few videos:







If its not obvious, we love our dogs! We got Scout to help us cope with our infertility and we just fell in love! Although they aren't children, they sure bring joy to our lives and keep us laughing. We're so glad we have them in our life!

Not much else happened this week, but I hope the pictures and videos helped fill this in! 

Hasta la vista, baby!